I’m writing to tell you that I’m very jealous of the strippers at Hot Party. I’ve seen them in action, and they’re all so beautiful and graceful. They’re also very talented with their bodies—and they know how to move them in ways that make me feel like an awkward oaf!
I know that they’re professional dancers and that it’s just a performing art for them, but it still makes me wonder: Why can’t my fiance be like that? Why can’t he just not do this traditional party. Im not as sexy as those exotic dancers? And why can’t I be as confident about myself as them?
I would love to go to a strip club or burlesque show with him, but I feel like I will react in an immature way. Maybe I should hire a male dancer too, and be more emotionally secure with myself. Maybe I should chillax and see it for what it is a fun time.